so this month.

So, I've been trying to take this month off from TRYING to get pregnant. Just lighten up so I can stop worrying and spending all day wondering. Saw on my Glow calendar that I was ovulating tomorrow and used preseed for the first time tonight since last month when I used to use it EVERYTIME. Was just tired of being disappointed. We are only in our 5th month but the let down still hurts the same. I just try to stay positive if anything. I also like to give myself hope because spoke to a psychic on some txt app and she said that I was going to have trouble conceiving now but will fall pregnant in December. Hmmm.. lol I guess all I can do is stay positive. So, good luck ladies and so much baby dust to everyone who's going through this with me! 💕✨✨