in disbelief.!

So here it goes.. I am a religious person and I believe that only God and mine and my husbands love can give us a baby. I am 5days early on my period and I take this test and I'm praying the whole time and crying because after my 1st child my doctor told me it's very unlikely that I get pregnant again but I didn't give up.. I couldn't.. so I got pregnant march 2016 and I lost the baby.. I was so upset but I was determined..  a year later march 2017 I was thinking this is it... nope not it.. I was so hurt and I felt like God had let me down.. I pretty much gave up.. we have been trying off and on just to see if anything come out of it.. but this month on this day.. may 20th.. 8 days before my daughters 2nd birthday I get a positive.! 😍😍 I am over joyed.! Sorry for the long message but I can't help it... it you have a belief in God please just pray for me and my baby..it would mean a lot to me. 😊