stress

I am pregnant for the 3rd time and this will be my rainbow baby I have a daughter already she's 3 years old but this pregnancy I'm stressed to the max I go to barber school and I haven't been going cause I'm so sick and throw up can't even get out of bed my s/o has been really understanding about me missing school he doesn't want me stressed cause he fears I'll miss carry again but honestly I want take a leave of absence to focus on my pregnancy and family and I fear his family will talk shit I've talked to my mom she's u derstanding and says it's in my best Interest whatver decision I make for my baby 👶 but today leaving him at work at 4am in another county on the freeway I was driving behind a semi truck out no where the semi truck  switches lanes I'm stuck in the same lane as a big block of wood with a rope on it is bouncing towards me I couldn't switch lanes in time I had swerve so it wouldn't hit the windshield and possibly take my head off while this happen my daughter was asleep and it messed up the bumper and this car is a rental I pulled over to cry cause I broke down scared and this is just more stress on me and my bf cause he just put a claim out for someone hitting his car and taking off and now this 😔 I honestly want to stay home less stress I honestly don't know what to do I'm at a park waiting for him as I'm crying in the car while my daughter sleeps 🤦‍♂️