'Fessions

Gosh I didn't even know where to start, I just gotta get this off my chest. Been with my bf for 7 months, before I got with him had a fwb who I caught feelings for (about 2 months before meeting my bf). I cheated multiple times on my bf with my fwb, and came clean about 3 months ago. He somehow decided to forgive me. 1 month ago, my fwb adds me back on snapchat, he's back with his gf of nearly 3 years (broken up while we had our fling). We've sexted and have been trying to meet up. I feel awful, but there's just such a strong connection between us - I've never gotten over my feelings. Every time we've hooked up it's been magical, best sex / kisses / oral I've ever had. 

Judge me all you like, this is a confessions thread tho. This is mine. And yes - I'm planning on breaking up.