My boy friend and I have been on and off and he recently came back into my life again. We tried the first 7 months but then he ghosted me and I hit him with that 'we need to talk' and we mutually ended it. We didn't know for 3 months and I woke up to a text one morning from him and we talked and got back together...he broke his phone 2 weeks later and I didnt know that I thought he was pulling his shit again. So...I cheated on him without knowing what happened to him. Now we got back together and we were great and he got me a ring and said that he doesn't want to lose me again...but he got in a bad accident and I really wanna believe that he's hurt and in the hospital..but this tiny part of me keeps saying that he's actually fine and is just watching my reaction. Idk if it's my anxiety talking or not. Any advice?