Just need to vent..

Anyone else just feel like no matter how much you do for your boyfriend,they never do a damn thing for you? Anything my boyfriend asks of me, i do.. Because i love him.. But i hardly ask him to do anything for me.. But when i do he never does it. I could ask him to just grab me a coke from the fridge and hell tell me no. Who does that? Hes so sweet most the time. But latley he has been hurting my feelings a lot just by being mean and almost cruel. Looking at me like im dumb. Acting like its a hassle to give me a hug.. Or a kiss.. And he doesnt say i love you back. I understand you arent very showing of your emotions but i need reasurance once in a while. (I have severe anxiety and also bipolar disorder.) So once in a while.. Telling me you love me too is nessicary.. I tried talking to him about it but he just says "sorry" like.. Dont be sorry. Just be more kind once in a while. It really sucks because i absolutley adore the ground he walks on. I love him a lot and most the time hes a kind, funny dude.. But sometimes he really hurts my feelings. I feel its my fault though because latley i have been super emotional and cry over stupid stuff.. I just want him to love me like i love him.. He really is a good guy. I just.. I guess i just really needed to get that out there. I know 90 percent of you wont even read this and thats okay. But if you did thank you for caring and listening. That is all.