Bitter Sweet

My baby sister just announced she was pregnant and my boyfriend told me his friend and girlfriend was expecting. I'm just like when is it going to be our time. I have been so patient, I have cried so many tears, I have googled, took herbs, waited 3 long years and counting. This month I didn't ever bother trying because I know it's a waist. I'm so sad and stressed out I just want to cry.