I just want my baby back!

It's not fair! We want a child so bad. We are ready for a child emotionally and financially. Our marriage is strong a stable we both have great jobs we own our own home. We are ready, everything is perfect. We have made a point to keep ourselves heathy. We have done everything exactly right. And yet I have lost so many pregnancies. It's not fair! It's not fuckin fair! It makes me so angry...