just my thoughts alone with no other in sight

Yeah okay I know . Thick girls win . No "real man" wants bones . It's just  a shame I can't do anything to be that way . I can't make my ass fatter and my tittes bigger ... I can't change the fact that's the way I see my self . Being skinny is all fun in games until you are . I can't do this . I need to change : but my body won't let me . Am I really love worth ? Would he do things differently if I was prettier? Smarter ? Thicker ? Who knows .... maybe he would want to marry me then . Or just maybe I'll never be enough for any one . I'll never know . I'll never change . I can't do anything to help my self and how I think . What can I do ?