Ugh!!!! over it!

Emily • Married 20 years, mother of 4
I am currently on CD 37 and DPO 20. I have taken plenty of HPT and they are all negative. No sign of my AF. My cervix is really high, almost unreachable, firm and closed. Trying to hold out hope. Maybe I ovulated later than I thought...who knows! 
This past weekend my 6 year old rubbed my belly and said he wished that I had a baby in there like his aunt does right now. (My sister is pregnant 😊)
Baby dust to all still hoping and Congrats to all that have finally gotten their BFP!!!