Stuck bur got a plan

I hate being in a relationship with this man but I can't get out of it. I wish all the time that I would come into some money so that I can just pick up and leave but things never work out for me. Being homeless and unemployed with no way of getting employed because u need money to do so is soul breaking. All I can do is wait. Wait until I get called back for a job. Wait to see if I can get government assistance to keep a job. Wait for my housing voucher to get approves so I can start looking for a place to live. Wait to get approves for the apartment. Its all a waiting game and I hate every soul killing minute of it.