feeling broken

Should I just let go? Should I keep pushing on? How can I keep fighting when all I do is get knocked down? Why can we get back to the way we were? Is our marriage not good enough? Is it not worth it? I'm lost and confused. My trust is broken. My heart is aching. My head is throbbing. My eyes full of tears. Do you care? Do you care about what you do to me? Do I matter? Am I important to you? We have a family... does that not matter to you? I don't understand. 😔😣😢😞😩😫😖💔💔💔💔