so angry and hurt

Me and OH have been trying for a baby and I usually use eBay pregnancy tests which I buy myself. We were shopping and I seen a deal on 2 clearblue tests for 4.99 so asked him to get it to we got home. The whole time we've been ttc I've paid for the conceive plus,ovulation tests, pregnancy tests, preseed and the clomid prescription too! He won't even go get a sperm analysis done! Today we were lying in bed and I ask if he wants breakfast and he starts complaining about how we've no money (we have 20 until tomorrow morning and only food to buy) then he says "oh you still owe me 5 for them tests I got for you" for me? Considering when he had a one night stand and she text saying she thinks she's pregnant he rushed and bought her a fucking test but can't his own girlfriend of 3 years! Sorry for swearing I'm just so angry. I think we are getting to the point that I want it more (even though he wanted to start trying) if he doesn't care at this stage and money is such an issue then maybe another child isn't what he needs 
EDIT: he didn't cheat on me! I was with him when she rang up about their child and said about when she took the test he bought, I wouldn't be standing for a man cheating on me. 
And I do have money for food, more than enough I think. tomorrow is pay day and all we have left is 20 for food today. I think that's pretty darn well considering some people have 20 for a week. Dinner for 2 people doesn't cost 20 pound 

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