So today I finally had the nerve to tell him that I'm done, I've been with him for over a year and I've been heart broken too many times. I finally realized that I deserve to be happy and I am really glad I did this but also really sad and emotional because I've been with him for over a year and I love him so much but I had to do this for me. I wasn't being treated properly, I wasn't happy, and I was always the one to break first in an argument or say I love you first or came crawling back to him. But I told him today and he took it okay, he wasn't angry and he let me cry on his shoulder and we comforted each other and I left knowing that I was going to be okay. I know it's gonna take a while to get myself back out there but when the time comes I'll be ready. Sorry it's long but I needed to say this.