Depressed

I'm really depressed ladies . My fiancé and I haven't had alone time with just us in awhile. Today we had a chance to but he chose to go fishing with his friend. I've talked to him about it but when I do he gets mad and either throughs a fit or laughs at me but when I talk to my friend about it he is hateful towards me idk what to do I feel awful and not full of life as I usually am can someone please give me some advice on how to overcome this?