boyfriend is gone

So 6/15/17 my boyfriend passed away due from a heat stroke while he was at his new job doing landscaping. That's all I really know. I just really don't know what to do at this point! Just the thought of never being able to kiss him, cuddle with him, talk to him it feels so unreal! Cherish every moment you have with people because u never know when all that could be taken away. You always watch the sad movies where the boyfriend or girlfriend dies but u never really think that could happen to you but sadly it did to me.