grieving

Last night I got word that my ex husband od'd and died. We were good together until the drugs took a hold of him. I have been clean and sober for 2 years as of the 13th of this month. I didn't think that this would hit me as hard as it has. I am so grateful to be clean and sober. Prayers to his family. I am also grateful that we never had any children in the 10 years we were together. I don't think that I would have been able to tell them. Feeling heartbroken. 😢