can't believe I'm pregnant(30 weeks later)

It just really hit me that I'm having a baby and my shower is next week like a baby is a person a life I never thought I would have another one. I have so many mix feelings all good but I'm nervous. I can't describe it's like only my inner me knows how I feel🙄 lol I can't even explain it to my self. I just keep thinking omg but like my life is going to change I will have two kids(born from me) so it's like wierd. I'm so f happy though if I was not pregnant I would drink to celebrate 😂😂🤗 lmao I'm joy going crazy in side I prolly won't get any comments but I'll have views shit somebody is listening to my crazy prego ass 🤗🤗🤗😂😂😂😆😆😆