am I being emotional?

My SO and I have been ttc since December. My obgyn put me on a clomid regimen to help us. I'm super frustrated because I feel like I'm putting in all this work and he isn't. Tonight is the third night in a row we haven't had sex. We were about to when he asked me to get on top. I told him I would after he went down. He did with an attitude and rolled over afterwards. I even asked him if he wanted me to go on top and he said no. I feel like I want this more than him. Not just the baby but the relationship as a whole. I was the one who pushed us forward, who plans and makes things happen. I don't feel like he wants me as much as I want him