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So I started dating this guy and we finally hooked up and let's just say he was VERY large down there and wasn't even all the way hard 😭. I'm not a "sucker for pain" he's actually unlike any guy I've ever been with before. He doesn't cum much & he more so gets his pleasure from his partner. The sex just wasn't that great. Sex with my ex was mind blowing, the rest of our relationship not so much. I feel bad that I think my ex is better and it's way too awkward to talk about, like I'm just not use to not giving a guy head and kissing him..well it's kind of boring. With my ex it was so, HOT. With him? Not so much. Everything else about him is perfect EXCEPT the us doing anything physically part. He takes me out like all the time and we talk the whole time about everything I'm just so comfortable around him, but sex is important to me ..Â