having trouble conceiving after stillbirth

Has anyone had trouble getting pregnant again after a late loss?😞  I'm feeling so down lately all I want to do is be pregnant again and I just miss my son so much 😭 His due date is tomorrow and I can't help but keep thinking he should be in my arms right now.. I'm really struggling with this and have been trying for a few cycles and nothing.. I also got the go ahead from my doc. He was my second pregnancy and my first ended with a beautiful healthy daughter! I have gotten pregnant both times first month trying. I feel getting pregnant is a need and not a want anymore. My arms are empty and i just want to get to bring a baby home after this horrible experience of loosing my boy.