Im yeah im not trynne be out there

Sooooooo I think I have an issue like. it all begin because I met the perfect guy he was 24 im 19 I thought and I didn't want to push him or me to far to fast and due to my last experience with relationships I decided that how about you know we be "really" "good" "friends". Welllt hat turn out great and we where getting it in like pigs and I low key felt happy tho like I felt as if nothing was wrong and nothing was gonna mess it up then. One day while we where having sex he just stopped and asked if I want ed to get serious with him and I made an awkward face ....( I always make awkward faces).... Then he hit me with that i know your going off to college so i dont wanna hold you back but i told him if he wanted me i would be all his but then at that point in time I was still talking to other guys (he was doing the same) ...So to fast forward we currently don't have sex any more we just talk and now like idk I want him soon bad as in a with me everyday all day but l but I leave for college in another city within a month

How am I suppose to get him back?