break up

My boyfriend and I of a year and a half broke up last week and it's been so so so hard on me. He said he didn't want to do it, but he had been loosing feelings and he just couldn't get them to come back😔. So we said we're done, unless he wakes up one day and is like "I want her back" then he will tell me. I just feel like I'm waiting around for him to catch feelings again 😔 I know If it's meant to be it will be but I can't help but want him back so bad I just need some good advice and girl talk ☹️