He said my pussy was so bad he had to fake an orgasm.

So, I hooked up with this dude I'd been friends with for months. He was the second guy I'd ever slept with. The first was my lying, cheating ex Fiance. 🙄 I was so nervous to hook up with this guy since the last guy I hooked up with was someone I was totally comfortable with. Thus, when this guy and I had sex, in the back of my truck 🙄😂, I sort of blew it. I was just too nervous to participate. He was doing it, and I didn't move at all, didn't even wrap my legs around him. I just laid there and avoided eye contact, so of course, I figured it sucked for him. 😂 I couldn't help it. I was just way too nervous. My ex and I had only been broken up for about two months, and I just probably wasn't even ready honestly. The fact that my ex was abusive and at one point had raped me probably really didn't help in my anxiety. Anyway, it only lasted for three minutes. Half way through, he had asked me if this was a one time thing or not, and I just said idk since we were in the middle of having sex. 😂 Anyway, after the three minutes, he was covering his dick with his shirt. I didn't think anything of it though. He made this weird cum face, and he held his dick under his shirt. Then, I got in the front seat. Idek what he did with the condom, but anyway, he sat beside me and was like, "That made me feel like a kid again," and I asked why. He just laughed and shrugged. Then he was like, "Have you ever done something you really regretted?" I just kind of looked at him, and he said, "I did when I was 12, breaking and entering." Then, we joked about that for a while. Flash forward to me talking to one of our mutual friends. He said the dude got drunk and told him we slept together at a bonfire. I didn't care, but I was like, "Yeah. He was good in bed. It ended really quickly though. It only lasted like three minutes." Then, later on, he asked me about the dude's orgasm face, and I just said he had his mouth open with his teeth and tongue slightly showing. I didn't go into detail or tell him anything else. I figured it wasn't his business; however, he told the dude I slept with who was beyond pissed at me. He told him something along the lines of, "She needs to keep her fucking mouth shut. I only lasted three minutes, because her pussy was so bad that I couldn't take it anymore; so I had to just fake an orgasm." Of course, I don't know if he just said it because he was pissed or because it was true. I did apologize for saying anything about it though about a week or two later, but all he said was okay. It's been about three weeks since it happened. He still watches my snapchat story, but we don't really talk anymore. I've been really self conscious since it happened, because I'm really worried now that I just have an awful vagina. Also though, im worried he won't come around. I care a lot about this guy, so I hate that things ended like that. Idk though. Should I feel bad? I know what I did was wrong, but nothing I said was intended in a mean way like his was, and do you think he'll forgive me? How long do you think I should wait to try to talk to him again? What do you all think about the whole situation? I just need advice about everything. Thanks in advance! To reiterate, I'm fully aware that what I did was inappropriate and that I never should've said anything. Normally, I wouldn't have. This isn't something I do on a regular basis. It was simply a mistake and something that I regret, which is why I apologized. Simply telling me that it was wrong or I shouldn't have said anything is just telling me what I already know. I was chill about him telling a ton of people at a bonfire, but I get that me telling my best friend who he'd already told wasn't the best thing to to do since not everyone is as chill about that sort of stuff as I am. I usually wouldn't have said anything about it. This was just a mistake. I simply blurted out responses without much thought. I fully understand the problem with it.