Sucks having few friends sometimes

I'm currently a stahm. The few friends I have sometimes they are & sometimes they not lol I need a break. But my friends are to far away 😑 I just need to get out and associate with people other than my man and kids. I'm going crazy here. I know some people love being a stahm but right now I'm over it. I'm gonna turn into Elmo in a minute lol just thought I'd share 😏