life is pointless

I'm 20 year old female and I have no friends. I'm in college and I hate it, I hate the school, I hate living in dorms I hate having a roommate. But that's just the way the school is set up. My parents lied about getting me an apartment. I attend I tried to transfer but my parents just belittle me about going somewhere else and my "boyfriend" begged me not to leave but come to find out he is leaving when he graduates. I pray and pray but nothing work I still end up crying I have no one in my life to talk to my own boyfriend barely talks to me, I have to beg him to call. My own parents bash me. I have no money every job I apply for I don't get. I try so hard to be happy but it doesn't work. I'm so alone. I wish I was dead. Life is so pointless.