Need advice

So I've gained a lot of weight, and it's the worst thing that's ever happened to me. It's affected every thing. My confidence in wearing anything but goodies to cover my body, I wear coats because I can stand my arms and stomach. And I have stretch marks although I've never had a baby.

My relationship is hurting because although I am open sexually, honest comments about who my boyfriend is attracted to destroy me. And it wouldn't if I wasn't the weight I am now.

We hardly have sex, and the few times we did in the past month he didn't cum. Which made me feel even worse.

I went from being 115 to being 202 lbs. And I can't stop feeling depressed that I don't see results after a week. It's completely destroyed me emotionally that I find my self sitting in groups and addressing the elephant in the room by bringing up how much weight I've gained. Just so that whoever is thinking about it or talking behind my back knows I'm owning it. My family says I haven't gained that much, but I can't wear shorts or anything like that shirts or tank tops that don't cover me completely. I have tried a lot including not eating anything but one small meal after work before bed.

It sounds stupid but my depression is at an all time low over how I feel about myself. In February I over dosed on my anti depressants because I felt like I can never loose the weight and feel better.

I don't know what to do about it.