Why do I try?

I just don't know what to do with my SO anymore. His attitude has gotten out of hand and he's set off so easily it's like walking on eggshells around him yet I still manage to piss him off somehow over something little. 4 1/2 months until the baby gets here. If things don't change soon I don't know what I'm going to do.. I'm scared of being a single parent..😔

The last year we've been fighting off and on. Our last huge fight was Sunday. And I let everything I'd been holding in out and fought back for the first time..he went outside to calm down and came back in and said he thinks he needs to see a counselor. Yea that's great but we can't afford a counselor. Since Sunday we've had pretty much a fight/argument every day.

Tonight it was him getting mad about not having money (which is his fault because he isn't working right now)

Then it escalated to him getting raging pissed at a video game and getting mad at me because I didn't come out of the room to make sure he was fine. (I'm in the room because he bitched Sunday about how when we fight I just constantly push shit and don't leave him alone so this week I've just left him alone if he's mad)

I just can't win. 😣