When your hungry and 21 weeks and don't have a job no more and your baby father not helpin or being there for u anymore period or texts or answers any if your calls since he got a different girlfriend I've had two miscarriages with him and when I got pregnant this time I was scared because I didn't want nothing to happen and I'm blessed to see this far in my pregnancy but now he's gone I feel like he never cared period now all this has happened I swear this is the hardest and lowest I've ever been in life not able to eat because I'm starving and have no money and I just want my little girl to come out healthy I'm trying to better myself to go to college to get a better job everything just hard when everything has happened I wanted a family someone to love me and my daughter and be happy not this I'm at a breaking point and I'm just trying to do everything I can before my baby girl gets here this hurts so bad when you thought someone had your back this whole time but they been doin you wrong