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SO OVER IT

*Let me preface this by saying that I LOVE my baby girl more than anything. I'm SO grateful to be able to have this experience and carry her with no complications. This is just an emotional, hormonal rant. I'm feeling super shitty and needed to get it out.*

I'm so over being pregnant.

I hate the way I look.

I hate the way my body is looking and that I can't do anything about it.

I hate that now I have these horrible, ugly stretch marks on my stomach, which was the ONLY place that I didn't have them before. Sorry, but I'm not one of those people that find stretch marks on myself beautiful. I have them everywhere on me and it just looks UGLY.

I want my body back.

I want control over my emotions back.

I want to stop feeling sick and tired all the time.

I'm tired of looking/feeling disgusting and fat. I don't want to end up with a saggy, flabby tummy that's covered in stretch marks that I can't get rid of. I'm young, I still want to be able to wear cute clothes after this baby, or wear a bikini in the summer and feel confident.

I hate being pregnant. Hate, hate, hate it. And I'm only 26 weeks. So all of this is just probably going to get 100X worse. 😞😞😞😞

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