Going crazy!

I am going crazy during this tww! I am suppose to start my pd. on Wednesday, so I am trying to wait until then to test. Ironically, how funny that it's April fools day. After almost a year of ttc I would love to be able to tell my husband then. Anyways, I thought I was going to be out this month. I ovulated late (had nine days of high fertiltiy before getting my peak) and even though I bd during my fertile window + I just had a feeling it wasn't going to be my month. Then last week I had some very light spotting and it didn't last long, possible implantation... I have felt nausea on and off for a few days and have been super tired, which could just be in my head. I am going crazy waiting! I almost tested this morning, but don't wait to waste anymore tests.