masturbating

ok so i have not always been a fan of masturbating, not that i dont find it pleasurable

its just that i would normally feel bad afterward

this week alone ive done it 3 times, that's more frequent than ive ever done it...

im not usually this ...horny unless im on my period?? I am confused, I dont mind sex but its not the first thing on my mind, even though every time I get to see my bf (ldr) we have A LOT of sex that whole week

like I just did it even though a couple of hpurs ago my bf was upset because I haven't been giving him all my attention lately

I feel I am acting different, I have taking a couple of pregnancy test and theyve all been negative, I have had my period twice last time I had sex with him

idk i am just acting weird lately