happy 😊 or not???

so my boyfriend and i just had our 1 month on the 23rd and im kinda worried because when we hung out the next day he wanted to finger me and shit and i said no and he's like "please come on" i was like i don't want to i just wanted to cuddle and watch bones and he wouldn't stop and when i finally gave him he got all pissy because he couldn't make me finish and now he is gone for a week and idk what should i do like he doesn't listen when i say no but when he forces me (sorta he kinda just begs me) i love it i'm just ugh