I need some positivity 😔

I am 26 years old, and would really like to share some stuff that have been going on in my life that are making me feel upset and down most of the time. 2 months ago I had to resign from my job because it was getting really toxic where I worked (politics), i didnt get any appreciation nor the pay I deserved, knowing that I have worked there for 3 years and was doing almost 85% of the work on my own without anyones help (my job was all about team work) I found out that the other team members were getting paid more than I did when they almost did nothing! I am married and life were i live is too expensive for me to stay home and just rely on my husbands income. I havent found a job yet and feel like I will never find one again, i've been applying for 2 months and not a single interview yet. 2 of my friends already got jobs this week (different fields) and it just tore me apart because they got hired through someones help and without any effort😔😔. Hubby and I have been TTCing for 4 months now without any positive result. I know it is too soon but I have got 4 other friends who got pregnant during these 4 months i couldnt help but cry last night. Hubby's job requires lots of travelling (4 to 5 days a week) and it is making everything harder and I feel so lonely almost all the time. Friends? i havnt got any, not becasue im anti social but becasue i can hardly trust anyone. i would love some support from you guys as I have no one to talk to, and i dont know what to do anymore. 😢