Super sad..

One- my husband received new orders to leave. (He is army) and its to freaking Miami! Like why? I don't want to go. I already feel ugly and unattracted. He like the "fit" women.  So now we are going to be surrounded by half naked women majority of the time and I am going to be a big white butt beached whale. I'm worried it's going to break our marriage. 

Two-- I had a small little scentsy party thing last night and only two people showed up. I feel like such a looser. All I want to do is cry. 

I feel like soon my husband isn't going to want me (I already feel like that now) and I have no real friends.