dating older... it's a long story!

So before you read this: a little background. I'm 21 years old, I'm a full time student, and work full time. I've been on my own since I was 12, and have always been super independent, forcing me to grow up and be a lot faster than my friends. I'm mature and had to deal with a lot compared to most 21 year olds. I have my own place, and my own car, and know what I want in life. I have no children either. A couple weekends ago, I decided to be a reckless 21 year old and try acid. I haven't done it since I was 17, and wanted to do it since I was camping for my friends family reunion. After a couple hours of tripping, I started to freak out. I'm not sure over what but I just didn't feel okay. My friends cousin came up to me and offered to help me because everyone's going to bed. I agreed. This man is 35 years old with a 15 year old daughter. He sat with me in the back of his truck and told me stories to get my mind off things, and we just star gazed. He then held my hand, and I felt okay again. I felt at home and so safe. We kissed, and one thing led to another, and when things got heated I saw nothing but bright, happy colors, since I was on acid. I couldn't stop smiling, I was filled with joy, and him of course. I came so many times with him touching me and kissing me all over. When we were done we went to sleep, and I left to go home the next morning in another state. I live in Oregon, and he lives in upper Washington. I put my # in his phone, and he texted me later saying "let's keep in touch". I was estatic! We've been talking on the phone and FaceTiming since then. Next weekend I leave to go stay the weekend with him and dis daughter and I'm so excited! I cannot wait. We have so much planned, and everything just feels so right and I'm truly happy.