Growing up I always knew I wanted a family. I've been with my husband for almost 10 years and we always talk about it. But now that I'm  pregnant I'm scared I won't be a good mom or that I really care when my baby needs some thing. I know it sounds crazy! But I'm a nanny and lastly I just don't care if they cry or just arnt happy. And it worries me that's how I'll feel about my baby and treat my baby. I'm hoping some thing happen and I just fall so in love with our baby and it will become my/our world. But I can't really even say I'm excited for the baby to get here, I love being pregnant but I'm to worried and scared about stuff to be excited for the baby to come.