Prayers and positive thoughts...

Have had healthy ultrasounds leading up to the anatomy scan at 18 weeks. Now at 22 weeks, twin A is being observed closely for heart problems and possible brain/aneurism problems. The doctors are saying the heart issue is fixable but the brain aneurism is so rare in research that they only have case studies to refer to.

I'm very sad. And beside myself in worry.

I see him move around and be appears healthy in utero so I'm praying he makes it.

Twin B is showing all signs of good health, however they're afraid she won't make it if twin A doesn't. I'm now being seen at least once a week ... it's very high risk. Very stressful. I thought everything was just fine.

They're saying I have some tough decisions to make but a part of me wants to remain full of hope and faith that this is just a medical mistake and they will both deliver just fine.

I'm venting with sadness but also hoping to hear some similar Stories to lessen the grief I already feel. I talk to the babies and tell them we will get thru this together- that we are strong and just fine. I believe in positive energies. But I know there is also the harsh realities of this too. Thanks for listening.