hate myself right now😢

tested myself with first response, 7 days before period start, 6 days before period starts and 5 days before period starts all in the morning all negative and i was so impationt today because i didnt test this morning just did a test at 4pm and its obviously another negative, i cant believe i didnt wait until tomorrow. Anyone got loads of negative and then turns out to be positive? I know i am doing it early but the wait it killing me.. i am just so disappointed😢😢😢😔😔😔😔