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Me and my fiance been TTC for years and I had a MC last year. This year I found out that my oldest niece is pregnant she having a baby boy but the thing is I'm heart broking but I don't show it, it hurts like hell I don't think I can go to the babu shower or even be around her its hitting me so hard now and she's showing 💔💔💔💔💔💔 I can't take it but lord knows I'm so proud of her and I'm always there for her. No body ask me how I feel but I think they. they as in my sisters but they can care less then how I feel losing a baby your first baby a year ago then your niece turns around and get pregnant 💔💔💔💔💔 but I'm going to be there for them no matter what