Lost our baby and feel like it's karmic payback, my fault

When I was young and stupid I thought that I was in love. When it ended I did the stupidest thing of my life - I faked a pregnancy. I realized almost immediately that this was dumb, that I was an idiot but instead if owning up to the lie I covered it with another lie and said that it had been a chemical pregnancy. This was years and years ago. Since then I have met the love of my life. We have been together 7 years and we got pregnant in June our precious baby was due in March. We found out today - at 11 weeks - that our baby had died at 7 weeks, 4 days. And I can't help but feel like this is payback for the stupid lie I told when I was young, dumb and desperate.