Heartbroken

Rushed to the ER yesterday for some light bleeding, which turned a little heavy.. I was expecting to leave the hospital feeling stupid for spending so long and everything would be okay and normal and that I was overreacting since you're my first little bean and I worried about you every day.. Turns out I left feeling empty and broken.. 8 very short but such loving weeks we lost you. We found so much love and joy in you. You were my everything, we waited for you for so long angel. You are now in heaven with all of the beautiful like yourself. 😔 I don't know what to do from here.. 😢