Just need to get this out

So I'm 30 wks and 6 days pregnant.. I suffer severe anxiety and panic attacks. I suffer every weekend at work I don't want to do anything or go anywhere I just want to sit in my apartment and sleep. I also have a 9 month old who was born prematurely but is catching up. He's very active he gets bored easy and his dad has ADHD and I feel like he may have it too sometimes. But he's too young to know. I love him so much but he's a handful with me being so pregnant. But I manage with him. I also get told not to use my pregnancy as an excuse for not being able to do things. But my anxiety plays a big part in all of this. Having anxiety makes you more tired and with less energy plus being pregnant. Maybe I whine to much. But just standing at the sink to do dishes I get contractions. And have to sit down. Men don't understand the struggle of being pregnant.. am I the only one out there with these issues?