Rant!!!! more of a Little story of mine read if your bored or have time and like giving inputs.

No rude comments needed.

Yesterday me and my outspoken boyfriend, we've been together almost 2 years, were having a conversation. We're talking about a co-worker of mine and her appearance to which he said she's a solid 4. mind you on a scale of 1-10 he said this. in the past not relevant he's told me he thinks he's verry handsome and a solid 10. well I do find my man attractive and I know appearances aren't all that matters but I do have my version of a good looking person like many people out there. anyways back to the story I proceeded to ask my man "what would you rate me in all honesty? like be real honest with me." and he said you're " a high 6 probably a 7". I played off the conversation and I don't know if he noticed but then he said "I see myself realistically like a 7".... I don't know why but it kinda hurt me a little bit in my eyes I saw myself atleast like an 8 lol. and I've never really been confident or had a great self esteem but it made me feel kind of crappy for the guy I love to tell me im a 6 barley a 7. I just keep thinking so there's definitely prettier girls out there but knowing he can find any other person that he thinks is better looking.

i want someone who looks at me like im the prettiest person they see. is it just me? should i be reacting in a different way.

I've been a little distant with him since

yesterday but i don't want to give him an attitude because he did nothing wrong