Nervous. Anxious. Terrified..

I had a miscarriage November of 2016. I just found out I was pregnant yesterday. I'm really early. I can't help, but worry... I thought I wouldn't be able to get pregnant again, and God blessed me. I'm so thankful, but I really can't help, but think badly of it. I don't want to be overly happy about it, but at the same time I'm trying so hard not to worry and think negatively. I'm praying that this will be my rainbow baby. Baby dust to everybody who's trying. There's always hope. ♡