Running On E

It's been 8 months (12/16) since I had some BOMB sex. I had this ding a ling made of gold and then it just went away. When I came back to the states, my sister's baby father's brother (I know it's alot) wanted us to try. I've known her for about 4 years. I'm thinking it was gonna be good..Maybe not as good as the last one but good enough for me not to knock it. WRONG!! First of, this mf didnt/ doesn't eat the box but wants his dick sucked. Ha! Bitch you tried it. Second off I can't have an orgasm if I don't receive head. So with all that being said I'm just laying there staring out the window. One time he asked me "What's his name?" Bitch you ain't got no name! You need to be grateful I'm not yelling it. I would hate for your neighbors to think that your beating it up. Oh and let me put this in too. The one time he did give me head it was like that dog filter on snapchat. A quick messy lick. The dog filter as a longer tongue. The dog filter actually has a more controlled tongue. So while he gave me head I'm over staring out this damn window again thinking what's going to be made for breakfast. Who is going to hit my phone with plans today? What's the weather going to be like today? I have had my shit on safety for to long and that shit is getting ready to bust soon. I'm not saying I'll do it with just anybody but I need someone to come my way and say, " Look you are in need of a superhero for your physical and mental side. I am that hero." Where are you hero😫😫🤧