baby.

When it comes to having a baby, it isn't as easy as I thought. I had a miscarriage in February, and it sure as heck hasn't been easy at all. Me and my husband have both decided we are ready to try again for a baby, but it isn't going as quickly as I thought it would've. But what really doesn't make sense is we had unprotected sex for 2 years. We said if it happened then it was meant to be, if it didnt, then God knew we wasn't ready. And I feel like now God is making me wait because I want a baby so bad it hurts, where when I had a miscarriage I had only known I was pregnant for a week before i lost my baby. so many mixed feelings and emotions!!