So, it's true. Didn't think it would be possible for me to have social anxiety on this app that is so women empowering, but I do 🤦🏽‍♀️

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Every time I try to pretend like I'm normal, and reach out and make a comment or try to converse with people on here, somehow I just end up regretting even trying to seem social. It's instant regret. Like it's not my place to voice an opinion almost! So screwed up. But I can't shake my anxious thoughts. And I also feel like I'm quick to think people are secretly trying to put me down or come at me a certain way when really I just misinterpret everything and basically, I'm just irritated with myself. Why can't a normal, simple, tiny piece of interaction with others just be okay with me for once? I just want to be relaxed and easygoing, but epic fail so oh well I guess.