Painful Fingering

so like ever since i was 12 i was masturbating and when i would finger myself it would hurt so i stopped. over the years it's gotten less painful but it still hurts significantly. now i'm 17 and i lost my virginity and holy shit it hurt so fucking bad and it did not start to feel better at all. it was so fucking painful and i feel like it was more painful than it should have been bc my second time felt the same was as my first and i still can't finger myself without pain!! is there something wrong with me!?