Slut years

I wish I had my slut years. Like I wish I was a slut back then so I could experience more sex with different guys and be more knowledgeable on what to do with my current bf of 5 years. I lost my virginity to him . He don't eat me out which is so sad! And I wish I'd have someone strong enough to man handle me pick me up throw me. Lol but he's not the strongest and I'm not the skinniest he's not aggressive either and I LOVE AGGRESSIVE I WANNA GET SLAPED THE FUCK OUT OF but no he kisses me 😑 and I've talked to him about this but dose nothing. I have to man handle his ass! Lol